The song is so relaxing. My birthday was great and no complaints. Sorry if I didn't get to see everyone but I'll try my best. My boyfriend got me a really adorable piggie with wings and a halo 

On another note, sometimes it feels as though bad things always happen around my birthday each year.  Please pray for the students and faculty members of Va Tech. No one has the right to take another's life...No matter how sad or what happens. I wish them the best and hope people will realize that murder/death is never the way. It only provides sorrow and leaves a mess for the people who cared most about them to clean up...

Death, diseases, sadness....

                 Yet, after destruction, with time, there is growth, change, and rebirth.

                 Death might come, people might leave,

                                     but never forget to hold them in your hearts

                                                                          and forever, they will be with you..

                                                                                         Watching over and protecting you..

So the background is a shot i took awhile ago of Ben Franklin Bridge. Oh philly can look nice too. There's also a really cute song up too. Hope you guys will enjoy. Until then, here is a pic.

My bf and My Cute Bunny.

Oh and if anyone reads this. Let me know if you're free this Friday or Saturday. I feel like going out to eat and seeing as many people as possible. I haven't been to Old City since September so lets go out.

So...where to begin... Last term almost killed me. During the last 1.5 weeks of school (including finals week). I had two 10-min presentations, two lab reports, two discussions, a 15-page paper, quiz, three 2-page extra credit papers, two computational hw (20 pages and re-did them 3 times each), and 4 final exams. So last term was crazy and that's why I was missing. Sorry if I didn't see you during spring break. I tried seeing as many friends as possible while seeing my baby cousin for her birthday and running up to NYC 3 times. I went up to Nyc couple times to "Bi san", then went up to eat with my cousins, and finally for the JUSA trip. Yes, I still miss being up there but hopefully I'll have more time after I graduate. 

It's been probably 7 years since I visited my grandma's grave. Each time my mom went to "Bisan", there was never enough room for me. Now that I could drive to NYC, I could finally visit my grandma. I still remember her funeral since it was unlike anyone elses. Some people could call us delinquents since we were laughing and joking the whole time. Funerals are meant to be a time of mourning but I would think my grandma would have been happy about us laughing. She was a kind, happy person and had always smiled when we laugh and played. I thought it was the perfect way to end my chapter of my wonderful grandma.

School just began again. I'm taking 19 credits out of the 20 possible credits allowed. The classes I am taking are Ethics, Evolution, Metabolism, Developmental, Developmental Lab, Genetically Modified Foods, and Seminar. Fun huh? I'm just waiting for June. Hopefully I'll do well and keep the promise I made for my parents. I might go to China/Hong Kong this Summer since I don't have time to plan out a trip to Europe.

Life isn't too bad. I hit a couple of bumps and went off track. Now, I'm finally getting to where I feel I'm suppose to. Sometimes I'm afraid of what the future holds and enjoying each day as it passes. We usually do not appreciate what we have until its gone. It's human nature. We tend to forget how important things are. I experienced enough the past couple years to understand different situations and to request certain things. I usually don't go into specific details of my past because too much had happened. Sometimes I wonder if I am asking too much from others but usually, I only require what the heart tells me. Also, I try my best to make the people around me happy and I always consider their feeling along the process of my decisions and actions. Not everyone could be satisfied with everything I do but just understand that considerations are always made for others with what ever I do. I have learned to appreciate my youth, my family, my friends, and my bf since these are the ones I value in life.

Love isn't just the words said...

                                            
                                            But the actions taken,

                                                                            The effort made,

                                                                                                          And the respect given..

If love was so easy, everyone would have it and it would not be worth its value...

 Boo.. I'm sick. I am currently writing this entry on my bed, wrapped in 2 blankets, tissues everywhere and squish bear on my lap. I know many are asking themselves "Why is she telling me this..." Most shouldn't you know the answer already and if you don't, we should hang out again...It's me. I do random things like that.

Where to start...

1. I moved! I don't live in the suburbs nor do I live at Drexel. I do miss my roomie, Mr. John Stout, and the randomness we had. I still remember how we used to confuse each other by talking really fast to each other and after awhile, only weird noise came out of our mouths that sounded like words, but in fact, they were not and could only be understood by us. (You have to see it to understand).

2. Hopefully it's my last year at Drexel!! (Still Jobless) 

3. How to describe last year. From the beginning of '06 to the end, A LOT has changed. So much drama. Some related to me while some were just there. Last year was a true roller coaster and I'm happy I'm off now. Let's just say some people are just Fked up or screwy. Everyone knows I'm usually too nice to say that but some people just pushes me to the limit (The people who knows what I'm talking about would agree.)  Had a great bday this year again with great friends.  Met some new people in the beginning of school year. The last two months of '06 has been great. I accidently met a guy and we've been together since. There has been a bump or two already but everything is going well.

4.My guy. We laugh, we joke, he cooks, we talk, and we make awesome, gigantic, chocolate chip cookies together. :D  We cooked Thanksgiving Dinner and Christmas dinner together with my family,  went shopping together, Cali Pizza, Jazz Band social, cooked together, Jazz band concert, met each other's friends (and drank with them), tried vegetarian restaurants w. my bros' and their gfs, and a trip to NY to see my cousins.

NYC's trip consisted of potato ball/beef patties,  late lunches, crazy photo shoot (pics will be up soon), early dinner (after a late lunch), random shops, finding the Rockefeller tree by following the bright lights, taking tons of pics, watched someone propose on ice that night, more walking, finding M&M world/times square, getting $45 parking ticket (my uncle's fault), more shopping, viet hoagie, swords, fam. dinner, chinese poker in the subway, and poker (owned). 

We also had New Years together, New Years dinner w. my fam (and karaoke too), ice skating, spider solitaire, minesweeper, football, watched him make smiley faces on Richy's car and then I would draw two vertical lines on them (representing boogers because I was sick ), and celebrated my little brother's birthday in AC together which was very enjoyable and I'm just happy being with him. I attempted to tackle him but failed. It's the small things he do to make me smile. Like waking me up in the morning, grabbing some cereal, packing an apple for me :D Or cooking me breakfast during finals week, walking me to the car, random hugs, cooking. Me? I made spare ribs with tofu and black bean sauce.   I attempted to cook several times, put nice smelly lotion on him so he wont forget me (even though I wasn't leaving...details), tried to keep him out of trouble, and I made gigantic, yummy cookies (because a spoonful of dough didn't seem enough), and brought him congee after class because he felt sick

5. My little brother went to China in Sept. and came back. During that time I missed our random chats about nothing and how we laughed at silly things that were only funny to us. I'm happy he's back and safe. My overall break was great because I had a lot of time to spend with my guy of course but also because I had time to spend with my bros and their gfs. My older brother is dating May, who is very nice and I'm happy for both. Ben is with WENNY (not Winny) and they are cute together. Andrew has been visiting Coral in Hk during holidays. My parents are always working but doing well so life is good.

Sorry if I wrote too much but this is for me to remember and the sickness is effecting my brain and making me pass out every couple minutes. Just know, life is pretty good now but the cold is making me delusional. good night.

Here's a pic :D

Aawwwww....

Okie finished baby :D

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Who needs entries of substance?

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x ) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) said "i love you" to someone
(x) had a pet die
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) fell down a mountain
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x ) made out with a stranger
(x ) gone out on a blind date
(x) lied
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x ) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your Facebook friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x ) thrown up from drinking (Birthday's with Johnnie)
SO FAR: 14

Level 6
(x ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboardin
(x ) met someone BECAUSE of facebook
( ) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 16

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) loved/liked someone who you cant have
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) laid in the street
SO FAR:26

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 30

Level 10
(x ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sunset
( ) felt an earthquake
SO FAR: 32

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone/vandalized
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a deer
SO FAR: 34

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( x) had detention
( x) been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(x ) had/have braces
( x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had de ja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight (I want to do this) :/
SO FAR: 40

Level 14
(x ) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 44

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost (Way  too many times but that's when the adventure starts :D  )
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean/gulf/lake
( x) felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 47

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke.
(x ) paid with only coins
SO FAR: 52

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(  ) kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 55

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 57

Level 19
(x ) crashed a party
(x ) have traveled more than 5 hours with a car/bus full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x ) had a wish come true
SO FAR: 61

Level 20
(x ) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
( ) Screamed 'PENIS' in class
( ) gone swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 62

Level 21
(x ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer
( ) kissed a fish
( ) licked a pay phone
(x ) sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 64

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x ) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
SO FAR: 68

Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 71

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail/visit
SO FAR: 72

Level 26
( ) played chicken
( ) been pushed/jumped into a pool with all your clothes on
(x ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone

(x) been easily amused
SO FAR: 74

Level 27
(x ) caught a fish then ate it later
(x) made or been in a video
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
SO FAR: 78

Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x ) had someone moon/flash you
(x ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x ) slept naked
(x ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool

(x ) Been kicked out of your house (not for an extended period)
SO FAR: 84

Level 29
(x) Rode a rollercoaster
(x ) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
( ) Black-mailed someone
( ) been black mailed
SO FAR: 87

Level 30
(x) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat/dog
(x) played hide and seek within the last 3 years
(x) bitten someone
(x) licked someone
SO FAR: 91.